Your wish of luck didn't help. I stayed home all day, since Tim was with Katie and Don wasn't here. I thought I could convince myself to call Cathy. But, as always, I talked myself out of it. Dumb stupid idiot me! My whole outlook to this is terribly illogical. It is perfectly natural to be attracted to the opposite sex, and logically, if there is someone you like, you want to be with them. And in our society it is up to the males to make the first move. So it is highly improbable that Cathy will call me up. So, if I like her, I should logically make some effort to be with her, such as calling and asking her out. But I haven't done that. Actually, I did on June 1, but ever since then I haven't been able to do it again. Not that I haven't tried. But every time Tim tries to help me, and I do call, the phone is busy. And every time I could call when I'm at home, I talk myself out of it. I think tomorrow I'll go to Tim's, to see if he can get me to call her.
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