Sunday, July 27, 2008

January 13, 1980

Sunday; I'm 16.

As for the last entry, the frame of reference may change the effects.  I'll think about it and write again.  Now I want to discuss an exasperating problem.  My shyness with girls.  A problem Tim and I share, along with uncounted millions.  For me, I can talk to girls easily and get along with them, but when it comes to asking them out, it's exit Bob time!  I can never (except once on June 1, '79) get up the nerve to ask a girl out, no matter how much I desire to.  It's quite depressing thinking about what I've missed.  The only type of friendship I've known is the comeradarie type you have with your friends.  I've never had an intimate friendship with a girl.  I only went out with Cathy once.  It's not that I'm just into a girl's body, but I've just never known the type of relationship before.  And at times it drives me crazy.  But, cheer up, I'll find out eventually.

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